spinning

sometimes i feel like everything is spinning life doesnt slow down for a second even if i want it to i dont know where my time is going i think sometimes im in a time warp of this endless nothing with nothing happening going no where yet unable to stop i forget where i am a lot and sometimes i forget the names of people ive known for years and so i greet everyone with a "heeeeeeyyy!" hoping the extra excitement will block out the noise from my thought "oh god i forget your name!" taking photographs a lot makes me forget everything though i get lost in it and i start seeing snapshots everywhere whether i have my camera or not im finding i especially like when people stand in a doorway or in front of an open window it reminds me that life can always get better