Friday, May 8, 2009

sometimes life just sucks

it just occurred to me how sucky this whole god thing is. the fact that good and evil does exist that there is a god who requires of us to accept the person of his son in place of our sins and if we don't we're going to hell. well thats all well and good for you and me maybe if we're christians but what about all my friends who are living in sin, and don't give a hoot about a god. i love them, i love some of them more than i love the majority of christian people. (thats not okay- i realize that i need to love christians as much as non-christians) but for the atheists at work that i would give my life for if i had the opportunity, what about them? i hate this. i hate all this talk about revelation and how jesus is coming soon. and i know he is but that doesn't help the current situation the very grave situation that still the majority of the inhabitants of the earth are going to burn in an eternal fire....people that i love. i hate this sometimes i wish i were never born so that i would never love anyone.

1 comment:

Unknown said...

I realize how much it sucks, and have felt the same way for quite some time. I guess I just remember that we aren't called to convert people, that is God's job. We are called to love, and through that love show who God is. I mean, when Jesus talked about being salt of the Earth I think he was getting at that idea. Salt makes people thirsty. Water quenches thirst. I don't know if anything I'm saying helps, but just know you aren't alone in how you are feeling. It sucks... majorly.

(sorry about the short book.)

Kate